World of Srijana

 I didn't want to wake up this morning. I wanted to complete that dream. I had a beautiful dream because you were visiting me. We were talking and sharing stuff. Basically having quality time with each other. I was trying my best to finish our unfinished business. I was in hurry, trying to get everything. I tried my best to stay longer with you. My alarm disturbed. I don't want to leave you. So I turned it off. I came back to you to continue , here she arrived from nowhere. She was there claiming you. We couldn't talk any longer. You were staring at my face and so was I looking into your eyes. I wanted an answer. I wanted to get a decision. But than you didn't even spoke a word and disappeared. I guess I had snoozed my alarm . It buzzed again. I was one hour late. I had to tolerate traffic now. I rushed for everything. Deep down I felt dreaming was much more better for me. Cause we were together. We still need to finish some of our incomplete conversation. I am waiting...

February 26, 2020 Wednesday. I was driving on third avenue around 3 p.m. I saw a Fedex truck parked on southeast corner of 77th street. A strong young man was unloading boxes in handy mover. He was trying to tighten boxes with ropes. He stretched elastic rope hard and rope broke. He fall down on his back dramatically. First he was thrown on his hips on street and in fraction of second in his back and his two hands were on street. I saw the scene in couple of second. Nobody could help him. How a young man reacted to the law of force? I laughed and keep on smiling at the situation. I felt bad  later. It was his compulsion of work. He got back on his own.  It might have hurt him or he might have laughed at himself. I don't known. There was a green light and I drove ahead. I was mean to laugh at him. 

It was normal Tuesday in Kathmandu. It was fourteen February with the name Valentine's Day. I was in canteen of Nepal Law Campus, with bunch of my friends having tea and talking about law, and order. I get a call from you around 8:55a.m and you wished me Happy Valentine's Day. You were not present in class today. I thought it's your formality and replied , "thank you and Happy Valentine's Day to you as well". Whether you were insecure or worried;  you would call me several times a day. It was normal to get a call with your name on it. Your name on my phone screen always gave me feeling of love, warmth and care. After college I went to my english class. You called me and asked what was i doin? I replied , I am in  RTC Lainchaur. My class is about to start and you told me that  you were attending meeting and going to be busy all day long. Here, you killed my hope to celebrate third valentine's day. I was not disappointed. Because high hope and expectation a...