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TEARS

I am married to man in option, not of my dream . He is very good man, well behaved and loves me. I am living my life. I am walking in aisle with baby product. I cannot hold it. I am sobbing in the floor like a tinny toddler crawling and demanding. My tears are rolling down my face. I am very upset with everything that is happening around me. I have discovered that I am pregnant. This is my very first time. I am still not ready with motherhood. But I have been demanding child with my husband every time we make love. Is it because of hormones disorder? In pregnancy, women goes through all mood swings existing in world. I don't want baby. I am not ready . I demand a baby while making love, it is to arouse myself. It helps both of us to cum fast. It was exciting to know that we were pregnant. Actually my husband believes that he is also pregnant. I didn't had my periods. I was three weeks late and he always withdraw it out. I was confident but I checked in pregnancy kit this morni...
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What is going on?

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I am lost in maze. I have nothing much left. I feel intoxicated. High in drugs without any consumption. This is what actually is going on. It is not that easy to smile. The way you smile looks much more easier. I complain on my hormones and period cycle. I try not to think about you entire month. But there you are boom,  in my head by the end of the month. There comes my premenstrual syndrome (PMS) and lots of thoughts. It make me hang around feeling exhausted like a pendulum. My watch is no more going to clock you in. You are no more there in my time. Your world is somewhere far away,  thousand of miles from where I am. I wonder why do I miss you. I think about what are the possible  reasons. I come to conclusion that I miss us, not you. I miss my peace of mind. The way you make me feel comfortable and give me shoulder to lay my head and heavy heart. I miss your guidance and presence. XOXO  
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Scammer Alert

I don't feel. the way I used to. It doesn't hurt much now. Even memories are fading away though they are not erased yet. The love within me still exist. It is wonderful that I have started not missing. I don't stuck information to my best interest. I have been recently scammed with my bank account. There is not much difference between scammers whether it's breaking bank account or heart account. They are nice, kind and take an advantages of your vulnerability. Being foolish is still my hobby. I am saving mankind and proving to be good human being. Meanwhile fake people are all over the place ready to attack. New year 2021 started with scammer alert. HAPPY NEW YEAR.
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