Tasteless Life
Hi there! Today is 28 March, 2020. There is corona virus (COVID-19) roaming around world. New York City is hot pan of corona virus. The number of corona virus victims are highest in United States of America till the date. I am living in self quarantine. Isolation is the only way to save yourself from this disease. Close your door and live within your house. It feels like jail after thirteen days inside your apartment. I am feeling nothing more than a criminal in imprisonment. Even home feels no more home when you are forced to be there all 24/7.
I love cooking and love eating delicious food. I love my culinary skill which include basically Nepalese, Indian and Chinese cuisine. I had fever than I stopped cooking and experimenting dishes. My roommates prepared food for me. They made teas and coffee for me. But I don't taste anything. I lost my taste. I don't experience any flavor in food. Anything I ate, is tasteless. It is like having same thing with no flavor. This was similar feeling like living a life without you. I am living my life , doing my chores but without flavors. You were that taste in my life which used to make me alive. I miss you like I miss flavor in every bite I take. I want to feel the difference between having clove or cardamom in my mouth. Every kisses after you feel like same useless. I don't feel no taste on them. It is just the movement of lips with saliva. No taste of love just lips, tongue and saliva. I wish we were together and I can feel alive rather than just feeling that I am surviving this shit alone. Yes, my life without you is tasteless. This is the reply to your question how is life going, it is tasteless. Thank you for asking.
I love cooking and love eating delicious food. I love my culinary skill which include basically Nepalese, Indian and Chinese cuisine. I had fever than I stopped cooking and experimenting dishes. My roommates prepared food for me. They made teas and coffee for me. But I don't taste anything. I lost my taste. I don't experience any flavor in food. Anything I ate, is tasteless. It is like having same thing with no flavor. This was similar feeling like living a life without you. I am living my life , doing my chores but without flavors. You were that taste in my life which used to make me alive. I miss you like I miss flavor in every bite I take. I want to feel the difference between having clove or cardamom in my mouth. Every kisses after you feel like same useless. I don't feel no taste on them. It is just the movement of lips with saliva. No taste of love just lips, tongue and saliva. I wish we were together and I can feel alive rather than just feeling that I am surviving this shit alone. Yes, my life without you is tasteless. This is the reply to your question how is life going, it is tasteless. Thank you for asking.
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