FIRE

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I want to feel that fire in your love; an impatience to meet; an affection to keep me close; that heat which will melt my heart and hold it tight in . My heart is frozen safe and cold. You need to have warmth that can melt heart in ice cube. Have you ever played candy crush game, you need to break the ice cube while matching candies with various colors. You need to break the ice cubes. Than you can have candy . My heart is in that frozen cube. You need to know all the treats and tricks. You need to take me to that bonfire where I can feel warm and celebrate in open air. I want you to be that person who is heated by love to keep us warm rather than burn us into ashes.
A fire in your heart will heat my heart and warmth in my heart will keep your charm. For now, all I feel is nothing but just an attempt to strike a fire . You are not able to convince with your this try. It is hard in ice cube. You need to work hard. There will always be conditions applied. Nothing is going to be free in this world. You are going to pay for everything. Both of us have to take care of ours  cost of losing and achieving. Not always problems are real ; can be reel. It can be just our assumptions. Burn that fire which I can feel miles away. Love me the way that I have never felt, break those walls and heal all scars. Till than I will absorb you and your love.

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